I look at her and I want her to be mother of my children, but
I haven't even spoken a word with her. Isn't that the maximum of superficiality
that you can get? Or is it something else?
Believe me when I say I don't have thoughts about her kind; I have had
feelings for her kind during all my years. It was always in me, beyond the control
of my consciousness.
I want her, a woman like her. That's what I have always wanted.
But I don't know how to communicate with her kind. How to know what she is looking
for? Am I good enough? Can I ever be good enough? Can someone like her love someone like me? How can I ask for perfection if I am not perfect? Am I sentenced to eternal want, without an end? If so, why?
I know these questions have been heard before, but I still care to ask them.
Why would all these feelings I have just go to nothing?
I would like to have an answer please.
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